Back to basics + summer travel announcements

Recently, I had a session at my dungeon space near Downtown LA. I couldn’t quite tell what he wanted from our email exchange. I cuffed his wrists and ankles to the hard points on the wall. I squat down to look at the terrain of his back, the skin, muscles, and bones. I love inspecting a body. It’s erotic, the moment when a person becomes a thing to look at. Limbs spread open.

Often, I try to feel what you feel. I try to become you, to step inside your skin. That’s my fetish, this kind of merging. I like to stand near him and feel the warmth of his body. I could feel that he desired some kind of pain, a pain that was bound to submission.

I deliver a thick, heavy blow with the leather flogger. He moans and melts into it. The flesh gets warmer from the inside. I take the whip and deliver sharp little touches of fire right on the surface of the skin. Knocking at the edge of the body, entering bit by bit.

The pain, when I deliver it, goes straight to my head. The blow gets me high and I reel from the force of it. Escape routes from the body always lead back into the body. Pain is such a very ordinary thing for a body. I did not want to give him too much of it, just enough to push against that soft, rubbery boundary of the ego, and then come back to himself. I wanted the give him the opportunity to want more, to come back and to ask for it.

I like when they leave wanting more, and come back asking for it.

SUMMER TOUR DATES

USA:

Los Angeles till June 6th.

NYC June 13-15th

Boston June 17th-19th.

Following that, I’ll be traveling in Europe and available for sessions in:

Budapest July 7-9th

Venice July 13-15th

Please fill out an application to inquire.